I'm sorry. Sorry that I haven't trusted you. I'm sorry that I've let you down. Hurt you. I'm sorry that I resent the problems that I have to face everyday. I'm sorry that I was angry at you. It was hard for me to acknowledge that problems are there for you to direct, inspect, correct and perfect me. I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I thought I could solve it all on my own. I'm sorry.
Help me now? I really need you there. I'm really stressed and I'm tired and I'm just so sick of feeling so down and disappointed all the time. I lay all my burdens on you Lord and I give it all up. And I won't have to worry because I know that you're there, waiting for me to surrender my woes so that you can make the best decision for me.
I trust in you now, Lord.
Thank you.
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To the reader, I'm sorry if this has dampen your mood or whatever. But I really needed to get this out of my system. Please don't ask me what it's about. And don't worry, the next post would be much more lighthearted. :)
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