Falling.

I was having a rather rough time on Monday. I would even go as far as to say that that was my worst day ever. I cried a lot, quite often in public and I had a rather strong disagreement with a very close friend (I'm glad to say that we've settled everything and we're still as tight as ever). I'm not going to disclose iwhat happened, but I just wanted to say thank you.


Thank you to all the people who have comforted me, consoled me when I sank into the deepest depths of despair. Thanks to the people who were there for me when I needed help, thanks to the people who listened when I was pouring out my feelings. I have no other way to express my gratitude but to say thank you so very much.

I really appreciate you guys sticking by me. Words cannot describe how touched I felt.

A special thank-you to Hannah, who stood by me through this ordeal, and who understood quite clearly what I was going through. And I'm not only saying thank you for comforting me on Monday, but I'm also saying thank you for the talk we had on Saturday. It helped me a lot, truly.

Another thank-you to Rachel, who took time to write me a note, giving me the strength and comfort I needed. Thanks.

Thank you, Amber, Gwen, Brendan, XiaoYi, Looi Ling, GeeKeat, Ananda, Xin Ying, Susan, Javeny, Charissa and pretty much everyone else for being so concerned and for being there to listen.


And thank You, God. For helping me realize where I went wrong and for being the source of my strength and hope. For that I praise you.



I've decided to let it all go. The frustration, the resentment, the anger. It was really consuming me and it turned me into something horrible: this bitter, unhappy beast that does awful things. I felt like such a monster during that time. So I'm going to take all my negativity, and channel it into something much more healthier, much more joyful. Granted, it wouldn't be an overnight sort of thing, but I'm learning. And I'm letting go. Slowly.


Help me God.